“You have been searching for an ecstatic experience. But you haven’t noticed how your concept of ecstasy is rooted in a contradictory desire to escape memory.”
“Because without memory how would you know the experience was ecstatic? Without your memory of tasting human food how would you know that the fountain you drank from was divine? Without the disappointing human lips on your mouth, how could you say “This. Now. I am feeling the Kiss of God?”
“And don’t you know, that your memory of the Kiss of God — that special kiss that dissolved your ego — that raptured your soul into the seven-storied heaven — that memory is no ecstasy at all? It is a sad disappointing limiting thought, like all your sad disappointing limited thoughts! It propels you into your shame cycle. The addict acts out and is ashamed of acting out and that shame makes him act out. So it’s a fair question — is he addicted to his substance or to the feeling of shame? So your mystic he breaks his heart, and he misses the feeling of his heart being broken, and then cries the tears that cause God to comfort him with a kiss.”
NONE OF THIS IS TRUE, BROTHERS!
STRIKE OUT INTO THE MOMENT!
BREATHE THE AIR OF A NEW DAY!